Bleeding Red

I can be pretty vulgar when it comes to making decisions pertaining to my life. For me, it's sink or swim, do or die, stay or go. I suppose I should credit all the pains I've undergone to the negligent yet strenuous decisions I've made over the past decade. However, what I went through made me human and I'm thankful that I can test my limit. Often time, I've gone past the limit and back but now I know when I need to stop. Sometimes stopping may mean giving up for just a little while. Now I know that it's okay to give up. Giving up doesn't mean you automatically lose. It doesn't mean that you're incompetent. It just means that there's still a greater lesson to be learned. After all, "Our greatest glory consists not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall" (Oliver Goldsmith). With that said, let me bleed tonight because I know there's new hope in the morning.