I don't know.
Maybe God knows this isn't the life I'm meant to live.
As I get older, I start to think about my parents' generations... I think about how their friends are all dying one by one. I'm scared that someday it'll be my turn to cry and mourn. I'm scared no soul in this world will be able to console me when I lose my two best friends. I start to think about my siblings and what this world would mean without the love and support of our parents.Some people say it's taboo to think about these things but sometimes you just have to be real with yourself and realness brings tears to my eyes. I don't know how I'm going to do this when the time comes...
Just thinking out loud.
I wish my parents a life full of love and prosperity with lots and lots of grandchildren to spoiled.
Good night, world.
luckily we still have ways to go. i pray you and jamy can give them lots of grand babies in the near future!
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